I am going to talk about a few things here and perhaps share with you a bit of my life.

When we are kids we never have to worry about anything, we play, we laugh, tomorrow is another day.
Then we reach a stage in our lives where we start high school, now this can be a tough time for a lot of people. Trying to be accepted, making the right choices in life believe it or not but this is the time when you make your life long friends. The ones who stick by you no matter what. This is also where I met my true love a sole mate, or you could say a high school sweet heart, but in this case we didn't meet at the same school, it was rather out of school. But I'd still count that as the same thing. Lets Fast Forward.

Then we all move forward in life some of us continue our education and go on to college or university in the hope of getting into a great career. I myself never continued my education past high school. I never sought out a need to. I'm a tech, self taught in the computer field, however to make that into a job you require paper work, a simple piece of paper that someone signs that says you know what your doing.
"How Silly" When most computer hackers don't even have paper work and yet the government hires them to make their own systems more secure. (Fact)

By this time most of us are 25-30 years old and ready to start a family to have a beautiful wife to call your own and a wonderful child or children to cherish with each and everyday. To teach them to ride their first bike, or give advice on a first date, or my preferred favorite to kick the shit out of the first boy friend!

Life is like an arrow it can change direction without notice and when it does it can sometimes be devastating like in my case. Its too bad that we lose so much in life, especially family when that's the only thing keeping you together, then what do you do, move on, start a new life somewhere else. Well that does seem like a good idea. Run away from all the bad memories make all new friends start a new life in a place where no one knows you. Seems like a good idea. But then you have responsibilities that hold you back and then you feel trapped. And when you get trapped all you can think about is finding that exit.

To Be Continued...